Hey /Sci/, former non-tard here.
I used to test very high in early schooling and got a college age reading level in the 4th grade. I was around the 99th percentile in every area but tested slightly lower on math.
I didn't like school, never pushed myself, never got pushed and refused to go to the smartypants classes even though a lady from the gifted program literally called my mom to try to get my to go. I don't know if my total disinterest is a factor in the next bit.
When I was 16, I started doing very poorly in class. So many things changed all of a sudden that I don't know what was just muh brain. My heart condition started expressing itself at this point and I passed out multiple times, so I attributed my cognitive decline to literal brain damage like a tard, figured my life was over and literally gave up to the point I didn't even tell my parents about the heart condition for a month after I first passed out because I was ready to die. I felt my life had already ended.
I remember looking at my palm after I gathered all my vitamins and medicine (some 15 or so tablets at the time) and not being able to see whether or not they were all there and had to scan over them to make sure, which I didn't have to before. I moved my arm through the air and weirdly, I felt like I had to "focus" on every slight motion which I didn't need to do before. On top of this, my view - as in the way I viewed the world changed, my memory got worse (can give specifics) and my reaction time basically dieded.
I have 5 professors in the family that I know of (3 physics - super high-performing multiple doctorates) and everyone up until my grandparents & parents were well-off and highly proficient. There's also a creator of a billion dollar company on my dad's side.
Also I think pic related is funny as hell. I am retarded aren't I /Sci/?
So what happened to me /Sci/?
tldr; Smart boy went tarded, too dumb to find out how. Very sad! Need help.
I used to test very high in early schooling and got a college age reading level in the 4th grade. I was around the 99th percentile in every area but tested slightly lower on math.
I didn't like school, never pushed myself, never got pushed and refused to go to the smartypants classes even though a lady from the gifted program literally called my mom to try to get my to go. I don't know if my total disinterest is a factor in the next bit.
When I was 16, I started doing very poorly in class. So many things changed all of a sudden that I don't know what was just muh brain. My heart condition started expressing itself at this point and I passed out multiple times, so I attributed my cognitive decline to literal brain damage like a tard, figured my life was over and literally gave up to the point I didn't even tell my parents about the heart condition for a month after I first passed out because I was ready to die. I felt my life had already ended.
I remember looking at my palm after I gathered all my vitamins and medicine (some 15 or so tablets at the time) and not being able to see whether or not they were all there and had to scan over them to make sure, which I didn't have to before. I moved my arm through the air and weirdly, I felt like I had to "focus" on every slight motion which I didn't need to do before. On top of this, my view - as in the way I viewed the world changed, my memory got worse (can give specifics) and my reaction time basically dieded.
I have 5 professors in the family that I know of (3 physics - super high-performing multiple doctorates) and everyone up until my grandparents & parents were well-off and highly proficient. There's also a creator of a billion dollar company on my dad's side.
Also I think pic related is funny as hell. I am retarded aren't I /Sci/?
So what happened to me /Sci/?
tldr; Smart boy went tarded, too dumb to find out how. Very sad! Need help.
