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>allow myself to go through headaches, irritability, etc for hours until I decide to consume nicotine again
>do a similar thing with food, wait until I feel like absolute shit to eat again
>subject myself to cold weather, hot weather, and rain for extended periods for no reason
>exhaust myself to the point of throwing up when I run or work out
Why do I do this? What are the psychological implications behind this?