>>11673709>modest doseAt first that's smart, but if you want to experience the full power of the substances you gotta go all in. I've only done up to 6 grams dried so far, and it gets so much crazier than lower doses.
I honestly feel like I didn't truly know I existed, at least consciously, until after my last psilocin trip. As in I suddenly and all at once began to think, why does this universe exist, and why, from the void, am I suddenly here and experiencing me? And then, if this universe isn't the "top level", what is? And what "caused" it? Just the realization of how absurd existence is at all.
It also gave me an appreciation for abstract "symbols", things that don't necessarily have a specific form but simply _are_, like Platonic forms. At one point on a 5g dose I was in a world that felt infinitely more "real" than my current space, but that obviously wasn't. Hard to explain why, I felt EVERYTHING, heard myself blink, felt every inch of my skin, felt like there was no "smallest element" to matter.
It's just interesting playing with your brain like that, it's literally your entire universe, everything you know or can know, or experience. You realize that the difference "reality" and a completely difference plane is the difference between changing channels.
