Looking for the true truth

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im having a religio-scientific crisis now regarding the nature of existence,souls,God,the universe and the afterlife.
I plan on not sleeping until i hallucinate an answer,die,learn to lucid dream and have dream s!x,or develop the ability to survive without sleep.
Reccomend me books i can read during my predictably long and painful experiment, I downloaded a clifford pickover book,im reading some essays debunking OBEs and NDEs, and im doing sessions of mirror gazing meditation.