Depression Thread

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Maybe I should be posting in advice but most people is pretty retarded there. I've been depressed for years. I just can't handle it anymore, everyday I feel like I'm loosing the few motivation I have. I can barely leave bed, I can't focus in anything, I spend the whole day crying, I can't stay up to date with my subjects cause doing one simple exercise takes me the whole day because of my lack of focus.
I tried meditation, exercise, keeping a healthy diet, medication, therapy, etc.I just can't stop thinking in killing myself but I don't want to hurt my family. I feel like a faggot.
Are you currently dealing with depression?
Did you recover from depression? What did you do?
Could you stay up to date with college while depressed?
Any new research on depression? As far as I know they still without knowing much about it and about pharma and that's mostly why meds are a meme.