and then on test day mark the answer sheet bubbles wrong by skipping a bubble so you get almost none of the answers correct

could i have done that? i know i have a bad habit of incorrectly doubting myself and my memory of it is very hazy but if i did, it would be horrible. i would probably kill myself because this test dictates whether or not i get into med school

i have pure-o ocd and this one is really killing me because i don't know if i did or i didn't. i've never felt as suicidal

it was a high-stakes test held once a year by an organization that makes no concessions,

the answer sheet is scanned by computers, they would recheck your sheet for "detection" errors, like if you didn't shade in dark enough, but there is no way in hell that they're gonna adjust your answers because you were one off

it's been almost 3 months and i'm still dwelling on this

what makes it even worse is that this was my second time taking it, i might've wasted an entire year of my life