Existence itself is an abomination. There had to be a start somewhere, but what existed before the "start"? Existence shouldn't have happened. Is the universe a circular rotation? Did we spawn from another universe? Where did that universe come from? Existence itself makes no sense. What happened before existence? I try to imagine what was before the big bang and all I can come up with is that we spawned from somewhere else. Can someone with a better understanding explain with a bit more detail?