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And I will never see the truth, this is not a matter of my youth.
I do not need anybody else, bonds would put my mind into cells.
And I will never know I was wrong, never listen to those truly strong.
I do not fear anything that's not me, ignorance is the ultimate key.
But I wouldn't want to live like this forever, but change myself? Never. Never!
The very thought sends shivers down my spine, I'm sure everything, everything will be fine.
But I wouldn't want to live like this forever, maybe I really was too clever.
I wouldn't want to end like that, I would die lonely and incredibly sad.
No one can be there for me to care, but without it, I will never find salvation.
Life always empty, I will never change. Life always fragile, I will never change...

Everything is about control. I must never slip, nor ever fall. Anything is possible for me. I must never doubt, and finally be free.

You float in a million lights, but the one you seek is not there.
You fight in a million fights, but it's yourself you cannot bear.
You think you are a leader, but you turn everyone away.
You think you are a preacher, but you can't turn night into day.

There is something inside of me, and I know that it's growing. The thing that will forever be, and I feel its shadow calling.
It's the fear that drives you mad. It's the fear that makes you blind. It's the fear that keeps you sad. It's the fear that kills your mind.

You think that you make things grow. But in truth, you are like a desert.
You think it's not your ego, and that others make you hurt.
You have learned how to deceive, and yourself is all you can hear.
You think you really believe. But deep down, you are only fear.

There is something inside of me that makes me run up against the wall. The thing my eyes don't want to see, that will obliterate my soul.

Everyone's afraid. But that's no excuse.
Everyone's afraid. But that's no excuse.