Can endorphine deprivement slow down my judgement?

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I had been a coomer for the past 6 years of my life and for the last 4 of them,I had been masturbating 3-4 times a day; However,due to the covid stress,I felt that I did not need to do it anymore and consequently stopped fapping;
The thing is that my intellectual abilities have decreased ever since I stopped doing it and my anxiety has started growing in this 5 day timespan. Yesterday however,I fapped 3 times a again and my concentration level has increased,same for my memory and feeling of good. Is this normal? Can my brain become so chemically addicted to these endorphines that it stops functioning normally when I stop secreting them? For some context,I havent really stimulated my brain with intellectual activities over the past few weeks either so my "brainpower" may have decreased because of this as well,but endorphine deprivation definitely has played a role,right?