I enjoy the general "form" of females and am attracted to them, but I'm not attracted to the vagina. I commonly hear phrases like "damn mayne that pussy wuz real good" or some shit like that. But I never pay attention to the bodypart; I just ignore if I'm having sex. It honestly disgusts me. It looks like a carnal fleshy open wound. (No offense to any women, I can't control what I'm disgusted by). Pic related looks absolutely fucking disgusting to me, for example. While I think cocks are also disgusting, I would much rather have a cock in my mouth than put my tongue anywhere near that gaping wound.

I don't have any feelings of arousal when looking at one. Nothing appealing to me about it. I would never lick one or "eat pussy" as many say they would.

Am I asexual or is this normal? Please don't make fun of me guys, I never bothered to ask this irl because it's too embarrassing; So that's why I'm asking it here.