I have sought power through knowledge. I did well at school. I became disenchanted with academia when I realised I was just parroting what was in the textbook rather than actually learning. Now I no longer believe anything unless I can construct it mathematically, will prove it through my own experiment. In order to do both these things, all I need is philosophy, mathematics and a bit of computer science to automate the research process. What do you guys think of what I have said?