My mom ate garbage, didn't exercise, and smoked cigarettes while pregnant with me. Was super intentionally healthy with my sister and it shows. She is gifted, gets concepts super easy, has never been overweight, clear skin, not awkward etc. Meanwhile I have taken 8 years toget my bachelor's, averged B's and was fat as a kid and took all my will power to shape up. Still super awkward. How do i cope with this knowing epigenetics is a thing? How doomed am I when it comes to cancer and Alzheimer's?