I'm a mathematical brainlet. I struggle with maths to the extent that I cannot even add up my coins correctly when paying in cash, and it takes me ridiculously long to complete simple sums. When I was in school, I retook my Maths GCSE (an exam you do originally at 16) two times and got an E grade both times. No amount of studying or effort put into learning maths helped me or made things any easier. I just find it impossible, even the simple shit. What's wrong with me? Can I ever hope to ascend past this mental retardation?