ever since lockdown started, i have been spending my time looking at makeup/hair style tutorials, trying to source HRT, and trying to convince myself that i, a 25 year old man, could be a cute girl.
first it started with just being more careful with my diet and taking better care of my skin, but now i ordered a bunch of haircare stuff to try and give myself tranny bangs and a cute haircut and do my eyelashes. i also ordered some exercise equipment but i am specifically only working out my lower body because i want a nicer butt.
i have the voice training tutorial loaded up but i don't feel like starting it, but it's only a matter of time before i do

i was working on so many more interesting things in my spare time, but like a switch all of that faded away into just wanting to devote the month of april to be approaching the most feminine i could be
how have you been holding up with the world on pause /sci/?