>>11504511enrichment mainly but want some form of employment since i don't have a skill that I would consider valuable. Realising really hard how much I've fucked myself in nihilism and stupid philsophical quarrels that I still have today. Currently doing an accounting course but estimating in the long run whether I would end up enjoying it or dread it with the fact of having to work long hours every week and ending up killing myself. I'd like to do something I'd enjoy and living care free.
