ok sci, here is the deal. i want to really understand Gödel theorems, but it gets so boring and dull that i can’t indulge into trying to understand it. it is always like this:
>gets determined
>starts reading
>tries to understand
>don’t understand some point
>starts over
>get bored
>can’t concentrate
>starts over
>etc
it is weird, cause it doesn’t happen to other stuff that should be equally hard, so i don’t know it is a problem specifically with this or with me (prob the latter).

what do you suggest? is there a good pdf to get me going? something that will put me into the juicy parts?