This is scatter-brain bullshit. I've yet to come across any article that cuts through the self-indulgence and really tries to make sense of this.
The emotion we experience is God's way of controlling us. I don't give a fuck what your opinions or preferences are, there's no way around this. I'm not religious but at this point the word God has become the most important word in my vocabulary. It's been taking me a solid 20 fucking years to accept that i'm a product of the universe intended to keep the march of progress moving forward. God works in mysterious ways. He does not love us. He loves progress. We are tools he uses to bring about that progress through pain misery and suffering. Is there a silver lining here? Please look deep and find it for yourself, i can't spoon feed you your own fucking perspective.