How do I learn math if evertime I start watching some math course on youtube I start to think I don't need to learn this stupid shit and I don't care and the faggot teacher can't even explain why the fuck should I give a fuck to learn the topic?

It's there any teacher in math that doesn't suck dick?

Can't u fucker explain properly in 30 seconds in a short summary whatever garbage you want to teach, maybe write a line of code and explain properly why this topic is important?