Is there something beneath the sub-conscious?

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I'm sick to my fucking stomach thinking about all of the god damn fucking shit inside me i don't understand, I'M SICK TO MY FUCKING STOMACH NOT BEING ABLE TO UNDERSTAND REALITY srsly why don't i get to fucking know why do i have to be a fucking pawn in God's faggot plan holy fucking shit this isn't fucking fair THIS IS FUCKING HORSE-FUCKING-BULLSHIT i've spent so much tiem thinking about suicide over this yet i've never been able to take suicide srsly because something i'm not even aware of inside of me won't let me dear god someone help me SOMEONE HELP ME