>>11446787I'm also 19 and took acid quite a lot last year
I occasionally see flashes of random colour light in front of my eyes, varying in size (it lasts like 200ms tho). I sometimes hear voices when going to sleep, but it's more like hearing it in dream and from the third person, they never talk to me, but they're very weird stream of thoughts that I myself couldn't come up with that quick.
I have mild hallucinations that I had before taking acid, but they're slowly getting more severe. I often think that I see something in the corner of my vision, like a dog or a cat or a spider on a wall, or a spider on my pants, or a spider on the floor, etc. Once I look in that direction there's nothing there and I ignore it and go on, but my first reaction is always to turn towards it.
Also I have better and worse days intellectually. It's pretty random, but sometimes I have a brain fog and sometimes I don't, my thoughts are sometimes incoherent and slow and I don't feel like I'm 100% "me" and that part of my intellect is unused and it's frustrating.
And lastly, I have mood swings and even though I have come to terms with life, during the day I often feel depressed and worthless, thinking about death (not suicidal, but really down) and moments later I feel comfy and euphoric even, thankful to be alive.
Do you think I might have schizophrenia? The flashes before my eyes could be because of eye damage, I'm not sure if it's mental or sight related thing.
