>>11423012update on reddit: Just going to copy paste my answer on 4chan.
Those comments are from a post I made on neovagina disasters. They are sorta taken out of context and I was very high and extremely upset (which is why I was high) when I wrote them.
The hospital treated me really badly, they misgendered me there, I had a very sever allergic reaction I could have died from which they ignored. Their excuse was "it is extremely rare for someone to be allergic to that medication and they have never seen it before". My body was more red than white. They literally threw me out with 1 hour notice and I had to walk home with all of my things. They said I would fine carrying 10kg on my back np and walking.
Thats when the separation of a few sitches happened. And now they will have to do a second surgery this spring to fix that. Yay... Those are just a few of the very many things they did wrong. And I think I might sue them over this.
Because of that allergic reaction I couldn't sleep very well and my entire existence was pain. I became very depressed and was actually close to killing myself at that point.
My friends did not smell the poop smell I could smell. Neither could the surgeon or a nurse. They also inspected me in case of a fistula like the people of neovagina disasters convinced me of having. And could not find one. According to my friends that I live with I do not have a very strong odor. It was also not infected and I never took any antibiotics.
Even the people of neovagina disasters said it didn't look "that bad". So the way I described how my genitals looked was worse than the neonazis and terfs on that subreddit. But some of them were surprisingly helpful and kind.
I don't regret doing the surgery and I'm a lot happier with my genitals now than I was before surgery and over all I feel a lot better. I removed my testicles myself at home and would 100% have removed the penis at home if it weren't for this surgery.
