>>11402875> haha You joke about suicide you should really consider getting some help, that's not normal. You might be depressed and not even know about it.
One way to look at life is as an optimization problem - you are given certain parameters and you have to get the best from them. 'The Best' is vague as shit because it it up to you to define what that means. Start a business, contribute to a social or environmental cause, contribute to research and help move humanity forward.
Fame also comes and goes m8. I think there are plenty of examples of folks who became famous after they died.
Look, do the best you can and toss this nonsense about suicide to the trash where it belongs.