>>11400653nobody can hear your thoughts, you are not god, you are as important as other people say you are, which varies person to person, you dont have any good original ideas that would make you stand out more than anyone else, sure you know alot but that doesn't mean you deserve better than anyone else, you're not as smart as anyone else, you do have mental problems and no, they'll likely never go away, you are unfit for most of the things you want to do, either mentally or physically, but that also doesn't mean you should give up and give in to settling for disability, you smell really bad, you need to shower when you notice that, not keep doing what you do, you need to ask a doctor for an allergy test and correct deoderant YOU FUCKING SMELL LIKE SHIT even if you cant smell it, you have gotten used to your smell, anybody who saw your house or room would not understand or comprehend just how bad it used to be and undoubtedly they would still think your house/room is a disgusting mess and would pretty quickly be turned off about it, even if you're tired or not in the mood, if you see any full trash cans or trash on the floor you need to FUCKING DEAL WITH IT, get over your disgust for doing the dishes holy fuck nobody else is going to do them and the other dude is too lazy to do them properly, PLEASE, you already know you're tired of picking up greasy ass dishes in the clean dish pile, he's not going to learn, he barely notices that you just put a dish he just cleaned back in the dirty dish pile, you are a khhv because you are creepy and get overly attached easily, either fix that shit or accept inceldom you fucking creep, seriously, fucking do something, fix yourself, fully commit or fully give in to the worse choice, you can't half ass it or you'll be stuck in uncanny valley.
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commit and stop saying its fucking okay that you gave up because "at least you tried"