>>11392062Both my grandfathers died 10+ years before I was born. One grandmother died when I was 14 or so. The other grandmother I consider a "dumb broad", and between the effect she had on my mother which I dealt with in turn, and present day events, I'm sick of dealing with her. She lures you in, gets you attached, then harms you simply by being so goddamn apathetic and facetious. What a dumb broad, she died long ago.
I've felt my grandparents would not be proud, and would not approve. I don't know. I'm just really fucked up, particularly in forming interpersonal anything. I'm not sure if they'd want to help in my endeavors or in what manner they might engage.