in 3rd year at uni

spent most of the last 5 years trashing mind with drugs, poor habits and negative thought patterns. had some lsd and realized how fucked things have become but I'm in real deep. used to be smart but that was a while ago, I don't know how to study or learn in an academic context. not much retention of skills or knowledge

anyone know what I'm talking about, who got out of it? is it too late?

t. ultra retard