>>11375905Social interaction is not really my primary concern.
What I'm saying is that when it comes to polymaths, especially those who are religious or are under the guise/influence of religion (i.e. Christianity), they are often suggested to expand their horizons into different fields in order to fulfill their inner potential. That's why they are polymaths (as well as just having the word math in it).
Part of the reason why I have those in my list is because each of them plays a role in my life (or I want them to, despite the lack of desire in me, which is an anomaly in of itself). Doll making, especially, is a major one, because of how interconnected it can be to phenomenology, "being", and Heidegger.
As for the others, well, I only hope to do my best.
My mind's been under a lot of stress since I went through a horrible experience at community college (which is really a smarter decision than one may think when its not just loans or the debt,but also the ample cushioning provided and needed so that one doesn't need to worry about finishing half of their degree at a 4-year and "not" being able to take the time off).
The area I was in was also especially stressful and cold. I went through multiple blizzards, mental breakdowns, and even death threats (for my first semester only) during my time there and all I could do or think about was holding myself back. High school did not help give me the best start in life, nor did my family life per se. So if anything, my life was hanging by a thread. And if I had to jump in front of a speeding train just because my life was over because I couldn't complete my degree at a community college needed to help get me through life, then so be it. Because of the acute stress I experienced in the past decade or so, all I could've really done was hold myself back in terms of potential. The more I realized this, the more I realized that my life became more austere and I was aware that early on, I was listless.
1/2.
