What is this life?

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>Be me
>Introverted shell of a girl who barely gets by IRL
> Loves to read books
> Doomed to die with Schopenhauer by my side
>In a love and hate relationship with philosophy
> Fat with deteriorating health
> Be my grandparents
> Health 100 with no actual realization of life as meaningless
> Reads Sacred Texts everyday
> Mental health 200
> God is dead and I want to be dead too
> Such a coward
> Literally waiting to get by life with an autistic boyfriend who'll love me unto death