guys i have been a retard all my life, but today i finally started getting it.
i was a tard at math, specifically calculus but it helped me understand physics a bit better, and i completely understand and comprehend the concept now. this is a completely new feeling for me. i just realised i had never grasped a concept before, and when people told me that i had just thought they meant memorizing the steps in order to achieve results.
im just blazing through the classwork and challenge questions easily. i dont have to think as long or as hard, i just have to interpret the question and think about what will happen, and how that mathematically relates to the variables. i know this may seem stupid but i have no one else to tell.