I started studying physics this year and the more I learn about it (especially theoretical and quantum physics) the more I think it's all made up. Like seriously everything seems so dumb as if they were making up stuff along the way.
It started when I started reading more about elementary particles. Then string theory. All those things for some reason reminded me of comicbooks, how dumb they are in their structure. Just like science is. I can't believe that those things really exist in OUR FUCKING WORLD.
Do I have schizophrenia? I can't focus on uni because of those thoughts. That all I learn about is made up. I realize it sounds really dumb because we have proofs theoretical physics work but I still have voice at the back of my head saying the world is much simpler than that and only things I can see exist. I just can;t connect world of physics to real world.
Help me bros.