Is there anything that can make math interesting? I watch a lot of YouTube because I'm a dumb zoomer but I love the things being done with math. I'm interested in the math of quantum physics but I don't know where to start. I want to actually undertand the concepts being posited without having to use retarded metaphors. Math in high school was a disaster. Is there anyway to make learning this kind of math enjoyable and understandable?

Also the most schooling in math I've had is trig