>>11346483I used to have that, it made me change degrees lol, I was doing pathology one time and this old woman was having blood drawn, and her skin looked like cling wrap over a veiny placenta, and the phlebotomist was sliding the needle in an out and I just blacked out lol,
The phobia haunted me for years, but I fixed it by watching documentaries on cadaver dissection, it's like a halfway point, knowing the body feels no pain, is already dead, there is no blood, they don't really look human after being embalmed,
What you are having I think is called a "vargo-vasal syncophy" or something, it's vasoconstrictors closing your blood vessels to prevent bleeding, but you don't have enough adrenaline because you aren't really in right or flight, so your blood pressure drops and you pass out.
You just need to approach desensitisation in a different way.
Everyone has a kryptonite man, life is about overcoming such imaginary limitations.
