The fact that we humans function on a duality of half-animal urges/instincts and half-rational though processes disgusts me.
I want to be 100% rational, have total control of what I want to do, decide to just not care about things that I shouldn't, instead of struggling with it because of how our minds and bodies are fine-tuned for preservation of species, fuck that.
Shit like getting motivated to get shit done, to not stuff my face with food, to not put pussy on a pedestal, to not care about social status, etc. All of this should be 100% guided by rational choice. I'm a rational being, I'm aware of what is good for me and what isn't, I don't need internal subconscious instincts to auto-pilot me against my will. I'm not a fucking dog.