>>11338018OP here
Your post has some thought and some effort behind it, there is just a few things I can't agree with.
If you feel that you need a psychological profile to discuss with someone with nihilistic tendencies, I'll brief you:
Sex and woman? I into it, yes.
If a woman shows interest in me I wont deny it, I barely have any filter so I'm not one of those picky incels. If I get rejected? Sure, I'll be a little angry at the situation but I won't let it out, I'll be as civilized as possible.
Lately, for my past 3 years, I've been having sex with prostitutes when I want to or hang with some easy 5/10 bitches from Tinder, and that's it.
Social interactions? I won't run away from them but I'm an introvert at heart and will always be like this.
And yes, I tend to throw away my life at home most of the time and I feel so good doing it, so I dont think that's a problem.
And that's basically it, but hey anon, this right here I just wrote about is just some PRIMAL needs of a human being, and if we decide that this shall be our ultimate goal, never leave earth and just keep having sex and social interactions until we go extinct, we will have the same result as if humanity decides to colonize the entire universe, achieves ultimate technological singularity and decides to destroy itself when creating a new universe to start everything from the start because all goals were completed and there was nothing else to do.
If the first humans all died and never reproduced, thousands of years ago, humanity would achieve the same thing it will achieve a million years in the future, nothing.
And I feel like, if every human was this self-aware about the universe, human progress would be halted since at the end, nothing really matters.
It seems that existance has only one rule: everything that is must end.