>>11334877>and start acting as you really want instead of being a slave of your emotions and impulses.Bullshit, I've spent years meditating sometimes even going as far as putting a blind fold around my eyes for 2 days and spending the weekend meditating till I lost track of time.
You'll never be able to escape your emotions and impulses, meditation just makes you more aware of them to the point you'll start to slowly go insane, disassociated and detached from the things that give you a kick of dopamine and give meaning to your life.
If you want to enjoy this life while it lasts, take stimulants and work 12 hours a day on something that excites you. The rest is new age bullshit that leads nowhere but makes you feel superior to the rest, like veganism.