>>11327111I said that my ultimate goal is to give to my community and be of a service to my community and country, and that given my educational background and interest (which I elaborated in detail but will not here), medicine was the path that made the most sense, when keeping in mind the goal of service to the community.
There is no such thing as some inexplicable passion to study medicine since when you are young, imagine making important life decisions based on what you believed when you were 7, that doesn't make much sense.
Passion and desire for a field comes AFTER mastery of that field, NOT BEFORE, see:
https://www.calnewport.com/blog/2010/10/16/the-passion-trap-how-the-search-for-your-lifes-work-is-making-your-working-life-miserable/ 
