I only liked what could be done with science.
I only liked the end result.
I thought I could create fire breathing lizards or infinite fuel for cars.
The truth is, science was boring and the cool end results I was looking for are out of reach.
Its science fiction. Technology and education did not advance as expected.
I liked the idea not the stuff itself.

Unless you really like science because you are a freak of nature, don't study STEM. Don't learn to code. Don't fall for the pseudoscience that higgs boson bullshit is and what molecules are all about.

Study something fun. There's not really any money in STEM. It's all a meme.
Just study gender studies if you want.
I am fucking dumb for this double degree in SCIENCE.