>>11306475Every Saturday? Wowa that's a definite case of brain damage.
Do you know how this damage works? Because it's unlike alcohol (which wrecks cells left and right), instead your serotonin system gets deregulated & the protective layer around your axons gets eaten away.
This results in the at first very subtle reduced quality of life, so subtle you wouldn't even know. But it is there, and gets worse every time you don't take a break for at least 1 month and preferably 3. In later stages, the brain cells start communicating wrong because of damaged connections or weak signals.
This results in bad memory, bad socialization and overall a depressive life.
What to me is very scary, every hangover gets worse even though I take less every time and leave on average half a year in between taking mdma.
I still have a 4 hour peak on 80mg tho, which is nice.
Having cumulatively worse hangovers is a sign of permanent change, this scares me