>>11302137this might make you feel better OP
i'm a 24 year old with a myriad of mental health issues who barely graduated hs, failed 20 classes in community college, and only ever worked in fast food/retail.
failed pre-algebra 5 times at the age of 20-22
failed beginning algebra 4 times
failed computer information systems 7 times (just basically a class on using excel)
failed a beginner level chemistry class 3 times
still never received associate's
now i'm 24, live in parents basement, neck deep in bills and debt without a job atm, balding severely (hairline of a 50 year old man/worse), addicted to nicotine, caffeine, alcohol and cannabis, i'm overweight and i haven't hung out with a friend or even communicated with/seen another female besides my mom in ~2 years
but i'm still super psyched about science and my academic career. I'm at rock bottom in a cold pissy moldy basement doing Khan Academy 6th grade math on a shitty netbook.
I'm extremely optimistic that i'll turn my life around if I continue to work hard enough, so if I can make it out of this position, I'm sure you can.
FWIW, I would literally cut off and grill my own cock if it meant I could be in your shoes, walking around with a fucking Bachelors in Physics. Go do a masters in a better field or develop a skill that you can use in tandem with physics, or look to another country where they have physics jobs.
I'm about as ahead in life as you were when you were about 14 OP, and I'm not giving up, so neither should you
tl;dr OP is a faggot
