>>11301662For me, being an ugly gay was actually a blessing in many sorts. Since I was never looked for sexually that means I never had sexual response to others, and that has allowed me to keep it a secret that Ill probably take to my grave, and that has always given me a higher ground above all others. Also, that might have to do with my high intelligence, fluid intelligence, extremely high ambitions and the desire to be the most perfect man ever. Gonna finish this high school as best student in my country, most likely, all with almost zero studying. I also have very bright intuitions and can "read" people, which also means I manage to seduce women despite my ugliness, with the ultimate goal of marrying one and having kids with her.
Also, i never saw it as an identity - as i said, if i had had an earlier response in my teens, it might have had that affect. Nowadays, it is viewed by many as such, and thats the most destructive thing ever.
