>>11299574Look here fren, I've been in your shoes many times. Poor all my life, a failure, and a controlling environment.
I often wish for a painless fading, not gonna lie. Then again, what else do we have? If you die, that's it. We don't know what happens thereafter anon.
Work anon, work hard. Create your own little space, and leave behind what you loathe, both literally and figuratively. You can do it anon.
I wish I could meet irl, I'd talk with you.
Don't do it, atleast give yourself a good time before you go.
