lmao, "shame of your own humanity ". I have no shame. I've simply realized women, like video games or crack cocaine, are an utter distraction. Reproduction itself is meaningful, but the utility of it goes down as the population goes up. If there were merely ten thousands humans then every pairing of man and woman would be special. Every child a brilliant beacon of the future.
There are several billion humans. Marriage is meaningless, sex is hedonistic, and children often have negative objective value. If you want to turn away from this truth and simply do what feels good (obeying ancient instinct blindly), then so be it. Ignorance is a valid philosophy in my opinion. However you should not parade this ignorance about. It's annoying and embarrassing.
This is giving you the benefit of doubt, and assuming you're not just an example of basic freudianism.