>>11272619I'm not sure I feel sorry for myself. What does that even mean?
I am simply miserable. It's always been like this, since I was born. It got to an extreme these last 5 years. And I seem unable to get out. Nobody loves me and I don't know what the fuck I am doing in this battlefield.
Believe me when I say that I hate complaining about it. That is pointless too. I just felt like explaining, in an anonymous forum where I can say shit without feeling too guilty afterwards.