Book recommendation to Pass at Harvard University?

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I have an extreme obsession to become a scientific mind person, a true genius, but I am stuck in a shitty society.

> Filipino
> 20
> junior college
> always dream hard to get in Harvard someday
> thinks Harvard is superior of all
> low grades but still dreaming
> lives in an abject poverty
> kissless virgin
> unattractive
> planning to revenge all of the girls rejected me by going to Harvard someday
> cut me off from society
> extreme loneliness
> no real friend
> last IQ test result was 104

I am somehow a loser, but I believe in myself to reach my dream in the future. I master my fate. Keeping my faith to God praying that I will become a successful person someday and all of my fake friends are going to envy me.