So literally, quasi philosophist bullshit here; give me a reason not to off myself. I try to be positive, I try to look at the humanistic bullshit I encounter every day and I try to care(or keep myself busy enough to not notice that I don't care). I have a shotgun, I'm done with this shit. Christmas just highlights how little of a shit I give. It's all collapsing waveforms in a false vacuum state. Philo bullshit points in one way but all quantifiable data points in the other way; meaningless random chaos.
Fuck you guys I'm out.