>>11251276I never felt fear. I sometimes feel thrill and excitement but never fear per se. I do have a learned response to stress that resembles fear but it isn’t fear per se.
>>11251273Very bad and odd. I often have trouble feeling emotional cues but I can rationalize what they must be. So I know what a person must be feeling given the circumstances but this is less than totally reliable.
>>11251291>horror movies Yes. I enjoy plot twists and I feel excited at the thrilling aspects of it.
>ever had nightmares Never. I guess I have had dreams that can be called nightmares but I didn’t experience them like that at all. They were just normal dreams that happened to involve things like my teeth falling out or a post apocalypse situation where I am leading a group to safety. I felt these were fun/happy though. Otherwise my dreams are sexual or fun( nice things).
>decline research I didn’t want to take the risk that they would try to push my life one way or the other. I didn’t want to think of myself as a curiosity. Plus having to go and have a continuous relationship with a team didnt appeal to me. I generally enjoy being by myself. I also didn’t want government funded institutions to be so interested in me because I thought I might join the military one day (I didn’t want to be medically disqualified). It was all supposed to be anonymized but I didn’t think the fear of HIPAA or whatever really would be enough for a doctor (maybe I’m wrong).
>what do you do for a living I’m a student now. I left school and I’m planning to go back. Initially I studied humanities but I will be studying engineering or biology this time. I’d like to be involved in tissue engineering or biotech business.
