>>112486661 i have a really dark childhood
2 an epilepsy that cant be even operated
3 this....sadness and depression people are used on me that no one even cares about it. no one
4 i am forced to move into an empty, dead moms house that doesnt even have bathroom in the middle of winter
5 the things ive been throrugh life make me feel dirty, evil, useless, worthless
6 i want to be with my mom. she was the only one that cared about me and she died of cancer in front of me. she was dying for hours and i was there. i couldnt help her. i still have dreams of her in her grave or dying and dying over and over again
or i dream of my funeral. everything is cold and black and always raining at my funeral
