>>11240636yeah. I know. it explains my dissatisfaction with being alive.
but what goals? how do I pick? how can I care about anything?
I've grown tired of concepts such as money, pussy, mental enlightenment, and even video gaymes
My brain has grown severely tired of these worthless, meaningless tasks.
I don't belong to a collective, this I do not appeal to a collective's intentions.
Nor do I seek to.
This must be the degeneration of human DNA. I lack my animalistic desires. Quite literally I am just a corpse in an edgy, gothic way.
I am not infatuated with any of this romanticism, offered by humans.
I have lately just been planning my suicide.
A swift shit gun to the back of the head (propped up and remotely triggered).
Everything is so static. Totality is inert. I am INCREDIBLY bored.
This just isn't entertaining anymore. You could give me all the money, pussy, power, and time in the universe and I couldn't give less of a literal fuck. In fact that would be WAY fucking worse.
ever played a video game with mods or cheats? sometimes it can really fuck with the game play.
I've enjoyed creating. Drawing and such. I wish I could just leave society to the ice tundra and just paint in a cabin. waiting to die.
