There's no point of talking about anything anymore, so I won't. Even science isn't 100 percent reliable. We can never really know anything. Humans are insignificant and stupid and existence might make sense, but it's stupid and I wish there was nothing rather than something. I've been in this crisis for years and I'm exhausted trying to communicate about it. All my bf does is play video games and he's agnostic so he can't make up his mind about shit either so he's no help. I'm sick of watching YouTube videos of people being happy and ignorant pieces of shit. I'm sick of reddit, I'm sick of 4chan, in sick of shitty retarded ass toxic video game culture, I'm sick of everyone thinking they've got existence figured out and people on psychedelics acting superior to everyone because they believe their hallucinations have some deeper meaning. I'm just so God damn fucking sick if everyone and everything. Even myself. My body. My existenxd. My being. Just God. Just everyone...just fuck off. Like all the way fucking off. If I don't off myself I swear to fucking Christ, I'm gonna live in isolation in the woods. I fucking hate all of you and everything. I hate my OCD. I hate constantly having the same crisis every single day. I'm sick of obsessing over shit I'll never have the answers to. If I didn't have my bf to worry about, i'd off myself. I love him dearly but hes a fucking douche sometimes. My mom's a stupid cunt who basically sucks off her sons and hates her daughter's because she's a fucking retarded 65 IQ worthless piece of manipulative shit. My brothers are fat fucking retards. Daddy's a fucking delusional pastor try hard with his own family and my sisters are stupid. Fuck them all. What does this have to do with /sci/? Nothing. I frequent this board the most. I want you to ban me. I am 11 years old. Hurry up. Ban me permanently. Fucking do it.

For all you fucks that told me to go kill myself, it goes right through me. I don't give a fucking shit about any of you.