>>112303023.9 to 3.8, no big deal my man don't feel so down about it, you're still doing extremely well. you shouldn't care too much if you have a bunch of hobbies or not--all you really need is to be comfortable with yourself and who you are. same thing for friends. if you want friends, just go out and talk to people, but don't rely on friends to define who you are. and if you're nervous just at the thought of talking to others, don't sweat it man--tons of people are nervous when talking to others, it's not just you. you just do it and remember don't put too much thought into if you've dropped your spaghetti or not because at the end of the day, no one will remember a) you potentially dropping your spaghetti in the first place and definitely b) the encounter in a few days or even hours. not that we're forgettable, but the world isn't out there to focus on you and humiliate you. just have some fun and don't get too caught up in things that don't matter. none of this self-pity 'i am nothing' bullshit, gotta respect yourself my man and enjoy life. you can do it