>>11245368>>11245480You know, the thing is, I don't think I failed. She's nice yes and has good looks, but it didn't seem like it was what I was looking for.
You know, I'm looking for a girl quite a bit younger than me, playful, almost like a pet. You ever read or saw lolita (the one with Jeremy Irons)? That's what I'm looking for. Minus the illegal part ofc. But 16 is legal in my country so yeah ¯\_(?)_/¯.
Or the hot hippie Girl in "Once upon a time in Hollywood". Holy shit I jast sat there with my jaw dropped when I saw the scenes with her. My mind went completely blank. And that's what I'm looking for.
Not the kind of feeling I got when the girl from my class interacted with me. You know without the clear indication "I'll do whatever you want and I'll be your little girl, you can't be too perverted for me"
(not that I am, I just want to feel loved and that warmth :(, but If I get that I can realistically act as the man that take whats his and fucks the shit out of your brains, if that's what you like)
But I think girls wouldn't show that unless they fully trust me, because they just know other girls and they talk shit about ohters. Fuck I would never go to my friends and say "That girl is such a little whore she'll do whatever you want."
Fuck that. I'm discreet.
